Friday, December 17, 2010

Kerala_A Lost Love

Never before in this blogging world have I ever felt an urge so strong to write a post at night 2o’clk when my eyes are so very tired. Mostly my write-ups today are in black and white only because of my boring weekends or nature of my job/office. However, this time it is different. One, I am writing something after little over a year and secondly because it is something which is very close to my heart.

After waiting so badly, finally the day Nov 19, 2010 bestowed its blessing and arrived when we were supposed to start our journey to Kerala for a fun trip which was “officially” supposed to be Vishnu’s marriage trip. I went at around 11o’clk to office just to spend some hours before I could leave at 2:30PM and embark the journey at 5:20PM (thanks to nasty Bengaluru traffic). Luckily, there was no work and without wasting much of my time, went straight to the cafeteria to honour my stomach. Somehow, I could not resist myself during those last few hours, so got up from my seat at 2 and left the office building and boarded the bus directly to the Majestic railway station, expecting that I should reach on time (can’t rely on Bangalore crowd and rains).

To my surprise, I reached there a little before 3. Amazed. So, had almost 2.5 hours to kill in the train/station. Immediately checked the chart, if the booked tickets are still in the Waiting List or have got cleared. It showed none of the above two status. It was something in RAC which eventually mean that Seat No. 55, Coach S3 was supposed to be shared between me and Mangesh, which was not that big a problem, I was happy at least we are going. Mangesh, my Bangalore room-mate, mind you, who was equally responsible for making this more of a fun trip and less of a Vishnu’s wedding trip :). Two hours went like a flash when a Malayali Uncle came and sat next to me who was going to Kottayam (nothing more to add). We discussed about few of the places worth visiting in Kerala. I believe every nook and corner of the place is worth a visit but 3 days will never be enough. He suggested me Kanyakumari (although in Tamil Nadu), Kovallam beach and few palaces, all near to Trivandrum, where Vishnu is supposed to be “baptized” after 3 days.

Mangesh managed to reach at 5 (without finishing his office work :)) and the train/journey successfully started on time. Train journeys always fascinated me, letting your hightech city-life along with its worries go away at such a rapid pace, those unknown faces that end up being lifelong friends and how can we forget, watching those small kids with big smile waving at the passing train; it’s a different experience all together.

Ticket-checker, a simple gentleman in his late 30s, came and I enquired if he can give us another berth, so as to get some sleep and be ready for the 3 days excitement. He softly replied if there is something, he would let us know. Tea, biscuits, chips, samosas, dinner, everything was tasted as if it is our last day on earth. After about 2 hours, ticket-checker Uncle came again and asked me if I can show him my ticket as he had got some place for us. We searched for the ticket and finally found it lying near our slippers, next to my already eaten dinner plate. He gave me a cold stare and asked me if this is the way to keep the ticket. Speechless, I looked at Mangesh who was about to burst into laughter and was somehow controlling it. Finally, he wrote 27 on the printout and asked us to occupy that. We thanked him and he left without responding back :(. Few more hours of chit-chat and finally we call it a day.

Next day morning came like a breath of fresh air; we were in Kerala by then. Natural beauty had surrounded us. Coconut trees, backwaters, huts, simple people, everything reminded me of my school days when I dreamt of coming to one such place, enthusiasm as sky high as when I last visited boat-house two years ago. Some travellers have rightly quoted, if there is a heaven on earth, it is KERALA.

At around 10’oclk, train reached our destination Kochuveli station, 10kms from Trivandrum city and as decided, Vishnu would come to pick us. What was not decided that we had to wait for almost an hour for him before he could escort us to his house in his newly bought i10 :). Taking the charge of the situation, I asked Mangesh, if it’s fine with him that we go in an auto to Vishnu’s place rather than waiting here. He replied in affirmation. Taking whole responsibility on my shoulder, as I was familiar with the place and its people, I asked the auto driver: bhaiya, Trivandrum kitne kilometres durr hai? He replied: 100 rupees. “Nahi nahi, durr kitna hai?” Again the same response: 100 rupees. There was no point arguing with the guy as he didn’t know the language. I bounced back like a crazy ball and went outside behaving as if nothing has happened. Mangesh was silently watching me from the corner, may be wanted to say, going to one corner of the state ages ago doesn’t help you when you are in the other corner. Minutes later, Vishnu came with his younger bro and took us to his home. On the way, I noticed it was just like any other city, but had posters of MohanLal at each nook and corner. You can’t have one gentleman being a brand ambassador of everything. A strange thing in deed.

Warm welcome from all the family members of Vishnu made us feel like one of their own. It was great to see such a nice happy family. God bless them all!! We had our lunch there and went straight to our hotel room. It was a nice AC room at Hotel Tripti, Thampanoor. We hit the bed for a quick nap without any second thought.

Evening, we headed for our first destination, Kovallam beach; almost 20 kms from our hotel. Scenic beauty was breath-taking, an epitome of perfect Kerala which I always thought of. After about half an hour, we were at Kovallam beach. I tell you it was one of the nicest beaches I have come across. Heard a lot about the place before and to my surprize it was better than that. Believe me; if you have been to Kerala/southern part of India and have not seen this place, you have really missed something. It is at par with Goa beaches, no wonder so many foreigners had come here. The shops selling Kerala specialities, those eating joints with perfect ambience and bars along the beach; added beauty to already wonderful place, just like icing on the cake.

As anticipated, massive crowd has gathered. School kids along with their teachers were having the ball of time. Newly married couples, seeking for some solitude. A drug peddler; called by name “alcohol guy” by ladies present there; was high on spirit and already enjoying his own company. We went to the other side of the beach which gave a deserted look. Next moment jumped into water without giving an iota of thought about who is going to take care of our bags. Mangesh was the one to notice that and shouted on top of his voice. “Aare, bag ka khayal kaun rakhega??” Again taking charge of the situation, I headed straight to the life guard, who was trying to monitor each and every moment of the crowd. I asked him if he could be the saviour of our bags too. He gave some logic by saying if there are 2 Lakhs in our bag and it gets stolen, who would be blamed? He sounded like the station master of Ratlaam station from movie – Jab We Met. I tried hard to understand his reasoning, but Mangesh interrupted me and asked to leave it. But the guy was genuine enough and sat next to our bags. We still kept an eye from water and did not want to go home like rapist Ranga of Hindi flick- All the best :). After some time it started getting dark and we decided to go back. Few clicks from the cam were taken, some shopping and finally we departed from one of the best beaches in the world.

It was around 8 by the time we reached Vishnu’s place. Few more guests had arrived by then and it looked like a perfect Indian wedding house. Kids running here and there, matured ones with their experience trying to set everything beforehand and few ones like us went there to have a fun trip which “officially” being called as a Vishnu’s marriage trip :). We spent almost an hour there and came back to our hotel for dinner and then straight to bed as the next day we were going to Kanyakumari.

First day went really nice and I was already in love with GOD’s own country once again.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

CHEER UP!!!

My last blog was more of a fun note, which was missing in almost all my previous notes. And that time, I didn’t know that my next blog would be something, completely different.
This blog is dedicated to two special persons of my life, who are feeling very down at this point of their life.


The dusk has fallen, the dawn is gone.
In spite of all the efforts, its time when we can only moan...

Once who knew no fear,
Today searching for reasons to cheer…

Once the epitome of simplicity,
Ready for the challenges with full curiosity
Today living in the situation fully messed up,
Leading the life with which she is fed up…

Long back your attitude changed my life’s perception,
They were most useful when even I was under depression…

Today, I know life is a “no mercy” match,
Every turn, there gonna be one or the other catch…

So, always remember one thing, crying is no solution,
I would face the problem boldly – make that resolution…

Today I am sure that the time will change
When tomorrow there won’t be any more strain…

Believe in GOD, who would again make the sun rise,
Since time immemorial, people call Him “Jesus Christ”

~-AMEN-~

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Why_am_I_lone???

Why am I lone,
That’s what I always wonder…
Why my life lacks those 3 factors -
Fun, chill and thunder…

Hundreds of things about which I thought,
There definitely some points which I need to jot…

Thousands of years it seems since I wait,
Just to have that one single ‘date’…

I told every girl to let’s change “You & me” to “We”
They want something in guys which I don’t foresee…

They want someone, with whom their time just freezes,
That is the department where my knowledge ceases…

Finally I asked ‘one’ for a cup of coffee and she nodded in affirmation…
I didn’t know what to do; I asked “Is this also my marriage confirmation?”

She laughed out loudly and said “Yes”
I said “Wowww, now life is at its Best….”

No more solitary days, no more pain,
My Prayers are answered, which were till now in vain…

Situation has put me on Cloud nine,
So many things to do, so less time…

With time moving fast, I started to wonder,
Is this the girl, to whom I gonna surrender???

I was deep in these thoughts when someone gave pat on the back,
It was again my mom saying, “Wake up!! Dreams are because of the sleep you lack!!!”

Rubbing my eyes, I asked is my wait still on,
Voice from inside murmured “Some more time you MORON!!!”

Sunday, March 8, 2009

ONLY LOVE IS REAL


Sometimes, you search for your better half everywhere, let that be in your office, college, cafe, road, beach, theatre, temple, anywhere and you think you are in love again, may be true love. Something similar was going on in 'his' case also, since last one year… The only difference was, he was already in love with someone special who was far away from him, but the geographical distance was not the matter of concern for him. It was the distance between their culture which was holding him back, it was the distance between his and her thoughts which was disturbing him every now and then, and like what expected, it was single-sided and just to forget that special one in his life, he was searching for someone else everywhere, thinking that indulging himself with that someone else may help him to forget her, may help him to get some solace.
Sitting in his boring room alone during his usual weekend day, when all his buddies were having a ball of a time, reading some romantic novel, may be to find some kind of vicarious love in them. Enjoying each and every page, each and every paragraph, each and every phrase, each and every word, without even a scintilla of thought about what’s there in store for him.
"Aaja, main hawaao mein betha ke le chalu, tu hi to meri dosttt hai" came the call on his mobile phone from some unknown number. He gave an envious look to the phone which was hindering between him and his lovely vicarious thoughts. He picked the call with utter most agony "HELLOOO". A lovely "Hi" was the reply from the other side . He was taken a back after listening to such a sweet voice and confirmed if it’s 'her'. She asked him if he forgot her and just to add to this sarcasm starting introducing herself to him (may be thinking that she is “just another person” for him). She called to tell about her marriage plans and wanted him to come for the same to 'grace the occasion'. It was not that he was not aware about the marriage till then, she had intimated him the same some couple of days back already. He without much thought replied back saying he would be there, may be for that moment he became a bit selfish and wanted to see her for the last time and didn't want to miss the opportunity.
Thinking about her again, sitting with the blank mind alone, he realized that she is going away from him ever and forever … And this time he wanted to tell her at least about his liking, how he feels, how he felt when he first started liking her, how every time whenever he thinks of her, his liking towards her, boosts exponentially.
He knew this won't make a difference to her, but just to lighten his heart, so that he don't have to 'apologize himself' someday saying why didn't he even try once, why didn't he even tell her once about how he fells, or about how will he be feeling for her for whole of his life. He was a bit reluctant about saying all that but then thinking that this was his last chance, he told everything without even a single pause not face to face, not on the telephone call but while chatting with her in messenger, may be was still little scared, may be was a coward.
Every word he said, every sentiment he disclosed, every emotion he opened that time, was instantaneous. He had to put his words and for that he didn't have had time to think, he didn't need that also. She was so badly ingrained in his soul that words were flowing out of his mind. Finally, he breathed a sigh of relief, felt ecstatic after a long. World seems to be different to him even after getting not-so-positive response. Had he told all these things before, there would have been different scene. She might have reacted not in such a casual manner. May be, she was 'bold' and 'mature' enough to understand his feelings now, at least that is what he still thinks or may be, would be thinking whole of his life.
Getting back to his novel, it was all different to him now. He was able to visualize the depth of each and every sentiment, the author tried explaining it. It's truly said "ONLY LOVE IS REAL". :)

P.S.:- Both the characters in the story are fictitious and any resemblance is purely coincidental. It is totally author's idea about love and life.
Sorry, if I hurt somebody's feelings, I didn't intend to do it in anyway. And, sorry for such a tragic and still feel-good ending of the story.

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Don't Judge the book by its Cover… My encounter with the Reality…

Hi Bloggers,
There are times when you have so much to tell and let others know about your experiences and thoughts but don't get the proper audiences or the medium to convey. Over the past 2 years or so, similar thing happened to me wherein a story (real) was going on in my mind and my soul too, but didn’t know whom to tell and most importantly how to tell.. now when I got this medium (ch1blog) and a beautiful audience (like you), I guess this is the right time and the right place to disclose what was buried inside me all these years.. In next few paragraphs, you gonna see what changed my thinking COMPLETELY.
Sometimes, "we really judge the book by its cover" - a famous adage. It’s so very true, we definitely do that and in my case, I should say that sometimes without even seeing the book, we not only judge the book but also make certain life-long perceptions about it. Confused why I am typing this lingo… Go ahead, you will find out the reason…
July 5th, 2005 the day I got placed in Cognizant along with 142 others college friends . The so called happiest day in my life, till that point. With full energy, I straight forward went to meet my society friends and tell them my future is so called secure now… Series of congratulations rejuvenated me and luckily they didn’t ask about my salary and all. But they did ask about the posting. "Most probably Chennai" came the reply from me without even knowing where exactly it is. "WHAT???? teri to lag gayi ladke" pat comes the answer from them. Not knowing what they are talking about, I simply ignored them because I was happy in my own world (at least for that day), because that time I didn’t know that a dumbo like me who studied more in his primary school than in 4 years of his engineering college (or the other way, who studied less during his college years than his primary schooling… take whatever you like…. but the truth, everybody knows… ) can also land up in a MNC.
Days passed on and I thought things will change, but other than my zeal and enthusiasm, everything remained same… Then 1 fine day, I throwed a party to my buddies for my job as they were continuously pestering me for the same. Everybody was having ball of a time in disc… and suddenly somebody said "Sumit yaar, tu Tamil Nadu kaise rahega yaar… wahan kuch nahi milna" (how you gonna stay in Tamil Nadu, you won’t find anything there for sure). Blood started running again in my brain and without even giving a second thought I replied "dude, I am going to Chennai, not Tamil Nadu… what are you talking about… I think you had some extra vodka today… so keep your avuncular advice with you… I don’t need it"… next 5 mins, everybody was rolling on floor loud…. and I was the reason for their laughter (this time again)…. After that, every few days, I was continously reminded by my fellow friends and parents that Chennai is not a place for guys like me…. and by the end of my college days, even I also started thinking the same…. Judging the book with its cover?? huh….
Then finally, COLLEGE days got over and so called fun-filled life too … and we were about to enter so called professional life 8o… After so called hi-fi in-campus training in my hometown, I was supposed to join rather REPORT (professional lingo) on September 1st 2006… Thought of spending some time in Bangalore first, before joining cooperate life… asked my parents to accompany me till Bangalore so that whole family could have a good time there in southern part of India…. after spending whole of 1 week in COOOOL places like Bangalore, Mysore and Ooty, the DOOM DAY came finally 30th August, 2006… Going away from my parents for the 1st time (good for me, not that good for my parents ), I was really excited… After all, aapne paero pe khada hone ja raha tha… But I was able to see tension building in my parents mind, as there only younger son was going so far from them so they forced to accompany me till Chennai also…. I accepted without much retaliation…
So, we started early morning from Bangalore, this time in train as Chennai is just 350 kms away from Bangalore… Cool breeze slowly and steadily started converting into HOT air almost impossible to tolerate… breakfast for the first time was in shape of idli, vadda and chutney (till now it was only Paranthas and butter)… well dressed people in jeans and cargos were no more around me, you can very well guess their attire…. Minutes were passing like seconds, and seconds like moments, i was heading closer to Chennai without even knowing what's there in the store for me… after having breakfast, we were free for next 5 hours, so I thought of spending time reading some book.. Luckily I had one novel with me in my bag "Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus" (I still remember the novel, how can I forget… )… Obviously book touched the right nerve and titillated me to the core. While I was busy reading that, my mom also took out some print-outs from her bag containing list of all the well known areas of Chennai and contact numbers of few brokers, then only I realized that she was really tensed and worried about me… I immediately put the book down and started talking to mom and dad. I told them that there is absolutely no need to worry, I will be able to take care of myself properly…. just relax, chill, enjoy were the words continously coming out from my mouth… In the mean time, I noticed an South Indian orthodox couple continously starring at us and might be wondering what we all were talking about. And I also didn’t give a damn to explain them about my problem, as by that time my friends had already changed my perception about the people. After tolerating my carefree and take-life-a-bit-easy attitude, finally my father also started looking into those papers and I was like "pleaseeeeeeeeeee stop getting worried and just enjoy yaar… we are going to see entirely new world now… so, enjoy this time and have a blast.." Seeing the seriousness on my parents face, finally the old orthodox couple uttered names of few places like "Adyar" and "Mylapore" wherein they asked me to check. I quickly noted down them, just to show my parents that even I am also concerned about my coming days … I thought the couple had done their job very well and won't be showing that little bit extra care about me now. But I was wrong. They said something which I still remember and I think will never forget throughout my life. "aap chinta na kaare… aaapke puttar ka hum khayal rakhenge (you don’t worry, we will take care of your son)" said that old man to my father. I was shocked to see him speaking in Hindi, and more than that I was shocked to see the concern he was showing towards our family without even knowing each other. At least I haven’t seen anything like this in northern part of India . "humme pata hai aap log shayad hum south Indians ko aacha nahi mante aur sochte hai ki hum kissi ka khayal nahi rakhte, aaisa kuch nahi hai (we know that you people don’t like we south Indians and think that we don’t take care of anybody, but that is not the case)" was the next line which directly touched my soul… Really, I WAS TOUCHED DEEPLY. I was stunned, speechless and had no courage to see in his eyes… For the first time, felt myself really small in front of that great personality… May be because of those lines, I am still here in Chennai for the past 2 years STAYING happily, ENJOYING joyfully and LIVING ecstatically.:)
Sometimes, we really guess the book by its cover… :(

Monday, November 24, 2008

Yuvvraaj!!!! Much ado About Nothing…. :(

Hi Guys,
Good Afternoon!!!


3 years back, came a movie that awoke the whole generation and proved the Bollywood buffs and the critics at the same time, that still there are directors like Rakesh Mehra who comes up with simple stories and can put, portrays them so brilliantly that even forces the critics to stand up and give a loud round of applause. I am talking about Rang de Basanti casting not so great stars (when even Aamir Khan Career was on verge of doom after a big flop in his much awaited Mangal Pandey). Definitely need to copy paste the tag line of one famous advertisement - hila ke rakh diya.
The whole concept of the movie revolves around one thing that the new generation has awaked and there needs to be some change in the system. Why I am continously stressing on awakening of new generation is because I personally feel that same is the scenario which is required in our very own Bollywood.
Once in a blue moon, weather in Chennai will be worth enjoying. All Cloudy, windy and above all no sun (after a long time or may be the first time). So that’s why thought of spending some time with my friends. Checked out for the latest Hindi flicks in the newspaper and was amazed to see that Yuvvraaj already hit the theatres. Knowing that the bad boy of the film industry Salman Khan is acting as the main hero opposite Baby Doll of Bollywood - Katrina Kaif along with the veteran actors like Anil Kapoor and Mithun and music director A.R. Rahman (man who needs no introduction or bragging), I already knew that there will be something special in the movie which gonna make my day. So called one of my best friend Hidayath, an ardent movie buff and above it, Sallu bhai's greatest (may be solo) fan to accompany me for the afternoon show (may be my 1st afternoon show as GOD of clouds hardly bestow showers here in Chennai). Started from the home at around 11:30 A.M. with full enthu. Reached there in Inox on time luckily (thanks to Hid for his macho pulsar & superb driving skills). Movie finally started after few Tamil and Telugu ads and I was fully excited to enter the world of dreams (Bollywood). BUT BUT BUT…. I didn't know that my joy was that short lived and gonna shattered that hard. Movie started with song, ended with song and had bunch lot of songs in whole of the movie obviously with and without reason. Movie had a simple story of 3 brothers (Salman, Anil Kapoor & Zayed Khan). Anil being a mentally retarded person, so his dad without anyone's notice will hand over his whole property of Rs. 15000 Crores ONLY to him (Lucky Champ :)). What follows after that is a series of family politics and drama which I think our small screen people is better in "Khowing", I mean showing :). And finally like any other Subhash Ghai's movie had a happy ending where in all the 3 brothers come together and start living like one nice, big happy family.
Movie being shot in Prague & Austria had some really nice places to check out for those who are planning for great world tour ahead, only good thing about the movie other than Katrina Kaif ;). Somebody needs to tell Mr. Ghai that just coming as a cameo in his own movie won’t make it a super hit every time.
Sometimes, I do feel that time has come to see the change in our movies too and not just Life $tyle. It’s time for the new generation to come up and take the charge rather than oldies trying their own same fundas which GOD only knows when they gonna work… AMEN!!!

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Changing Life $tyle

Hello everyone!!!
hope you are having a good time….


Things have changed big time (at least for me) these days. May be because of "uncertain" desires or may be in race of this Corporate culture, I myself have changed and hence 'things'…. OR may be I have become a mere puppet and simply dancing on the tunes of somebody else or maybe I myself have become insatiable in search of those ultimate desires.. Whatever may be the reason, the point here is will there be any end to all this or I (may we) will never end up running behind all these so called 'useful' position.
I know for half of the people out here, whatever I wrote above, that is Greek and for the other half I am some psycho who just now got this stupid machine to try his fingers on it and see the same on a flat bright screen seeing what everybody is going flat these days…
When will people understand that real fun lies not in these forNOW desires but in forEVER desires?? May be I might not be the right person to ask this question, but then let me ask you who is the right person to question.. Someday, someone has to take initiative so why not me why not today, why not now????